Did that just...?

Did that just...?

By Adrielle R. Bollin

You've done it again

My King my Lord

You've used me to heal

And to wage a good war

How could this happen

Without pain and guilt

No wounds were found

No blood on my hilt

You worked so fast

So smooth went the fight

T'was no fight at all

But a walk through the night

I felt not a thing

Save caution to speak

We walked through it all

To the mountain's great peak

Did I sleep through the battle

And the enemy's screams

Or was I so well protected

From the terrorist's schemes

How do you do it

Oh Master of my heart

Without me even knowing

I played the perfect part

You constantly amaze me

Every day I'm alive

Loving and healing

Your grace is my drive

Stuck

Stuck

By Adrielle R. Bollin

Twisted in desire

Wanting everything

Knowing in the end

I'm on the wrong wing

What is it you want

You made me who I am

With eyes like butterflies

Flitting round the dam

So much here to see

So much left to do

Cannot understand

How I get to you

What are all these years

Training or a waste

Training for the waiting

Or training for the haste

Someone won't you pinch me

Move me from this spot

Kick me down the road

Pull me from this parking lot

I want to see the world

But I'm stuck here in the mud

Indecision binding

Comforts sucking blood

Who have I become

A woman or a girl

Princess or a prisoner

Agate or a pearl

Need to hear your guidance

Want to see your face

But somehow I'm unwilling

To run the same old race

Show me with your bright light

Where is it I turn

Heal my failing vision

Help me to discern

God I'm falling down

Won't you pick me up

Hold me in your arms

Fill me with your love

Restore my aching heart

To the fullness I enjoyed

Make me to remember

Take away the void

Teach me from your own mouth

Cure me of my doubt

Show me what I'm missing

And what to do without

In This Whole Wild World

"In This Whole Wild World"
By: Adrielle R. Bollin

This old world
Is getting crazier every minute
Every where you turn
There's another nut losin' it

If I weren't a believer
Think I'd hide from my shadow
Nothing seems safe
But now luckily I know

You were sent for me
To hold me close
Let me run and walk free
Knowing the love you boast
In your arms I'm secure
In your blue smiling eyes
Is a lover that's sure
And a heart that is mine


My God, I'm the luckiest girl
In this whole wild world

People cheat and steal
Cuss the day you were born
Have you for their last meal
Make you tired and worn

But there's hope in it all
For the ones who believe
If you open your eyes
You'll see God's beauty conceived


That's how I know that...

Dear brother (Incomplete)

"Dear brother (Incomplete)"
By: Adrielle R. Bollin

Dear brother

Why has the light left those blue eyes
What made the sadness there reside
And what gives you the urge to hide

Dear brother

How can I help you make it better
And pray away this nasty weather
We could talk it out together

Dear brother

When will you get the help you need
From the one who knows your deeds
Would you like to really be free

Dear brother

Because I know those eyes so well
And how they shine like gold in sunlight
With a love that burns hot as hell
When you can let go of the night

You think that you must walk alone
Burden no one with your pain
But you forget that family of your own
Who loves you sun, clouds, snow or rain

Dear brother

I love you more than you could know
Praying that your faith would grow
So you find peace in a place of woe

Dear brother

I want those eyes to shine again
And for that heart to heal within
For your soul to sing big amens

Dear brother

Turn to the Father, Son and Ghost
No other love will ever come close
The choice is yours as you know

Dear brother